Almost five
years ago, I wrote this blog post about a beloved childhood literary memory:
How I loved that book! I
hope it is not lost to the ages, or more precisely, lost to me for the ages.
May I describe it to you? All right, and if you can help out with a title or
anything, any clue or hint, well, I’d be more than obliged. I’d be indebted.
It was a physics book, one
aimed at kids, printed sometime in the middle 1960s. Hardcover, oversized. It
had about a hundred pages, maybe a little more. On each and every page were
colorful illustrations and diagrams. Little stick figure men danced around
contemporary models of atoms. Pre-Apollo rocket ships illustrated relativity.
Two whole pages devoted to the Periodic Table.
The text was aimed right at
me at this age, I’d guess, a ten-year-old boy, and it didn’t talk down to me.
Nothing was cutesy or overtly simplified to spare my self-esteem or tainted by
political correctness. It had a utilitarian,
roll-up-your-sleeves-and-get-to-work, pre-Hippies-1960s-America attitude about
it. You know: Science can do everything and anything It set Its mind to, and
didn’t have to declare war on Faith to do it. But perhaps my overfond memories
are reading too much into it.*
My mother, working as a
librarian, brought it home for me one late spring day, and I kept it within
arm’s reach through the long, hot, air-conditioner-free summer. While the
family watched one of the three or four stations on TV, I laid on the floor and
thumbed through it. I must have read it a couple dozen times. Not sequentially,
but subjectively, that is, by subject. But I read, studied, analyzed, and
practically memorized every page in that book. I loved the texture of the
pages, the age-faded colorful hues, the smell of the binding glue.** For all I
know I slept with it.
Around this time I started
reading science fiction. I got a five-book paperback set of Isaac Asimov for
Christmas that year that I read through systematically.*** I began my
methodical attack on the SF section in the local library. I would page through
the two sets of encyclopediae we had at home and study every science-related
article that had a chart or table or color plate. I think this lost physics
book started that whole ball rolling.
Fifteen years later I would
attend Seton Hall University as a physics major. I only lasted three semesters
before dropping out for ultimately unimportant reasons, but I still had the
physics bug (and still do). I loved the classes – the classrooms, the chalkboards,
the lecture halls. I loved getting the textbooks the first day of classes; I
often ignored assigned homework and read different chapters. I loved the theory
behind the phenomena and the theory behind the equations. However, I had
absolutely no hands-on ability, and no patience for solving
problems-at-the-end-of-the-chapter. I just wondered at the ideas which
encompass the subject of physics.
I’ve spent about three hours
total online searching for it over the past couple of years. A few minutes here,
twenty minutes there, that sort of thing. Whenever I remember. So far, no luck.
I don’t even recall what the cover looked like, but if I saw it again I would
recognize it instantly. Maybe I’ll go online later today when the little ones
are napping and search again. Once I get a title, an author, a publisher, I
would expect to be able to buy it from any one of those rare book sites, or
even eBay. I’d skip lunches for a week and drop $50 on it if I could find it.
Maybe even more.
Man, I loved that book.
* Though I don’t think so.
** I realize I may have
mentioned my enjoyment of the smell of binding glue more than once on this
blog, and I hope it doesn’t come back and haunt me when I go up for a
trumped-up morals charge sometime in the next ten or twenty years. Just to be
absolutely clear, this has nothing whatsoever to deal with altered states of
consciousness. It refers much more to the fact that some scientific research
suggests smells can contain the strongest triggers for our memories.
*** The Bicentennial Man,
The Caves of Steel, The Gods Themselves, Nine Tomorrows, and Pebble In the Sky.
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