I
wish to speak to the despisers of the body. Let them not learn differently nor
teach differently, but only bid farewell to their own bodies – and so become
dumb.
“I
am body and soul” – so speaks the child. And why should one not speak like
children?
But
the awakened, the enlightened man says: I am body entirely, and nothing beside;
and soul is only a word for something in the body.
The
body is a great intelligence, a multiplicity with one sense, a war and a peace,
a herd and a herdsman.
You
say “I” and you are proud of this word. But greater than this – although you
will not believe in it – is your body and its great intelligence, which does
not say “I” but performs “I”.
- Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Needless to say, I am coming around to this viewpoint
more and more, especially of late.
As one who has been at war with my body – or shall I
say my body has been at war with me over what I’ve done to it – I am feeling
stronger every day that I need to have a physical metanoia, a come-to-Zarathustra moment. A lot of the spiritual
blockage I feel may just very well be due to the physical blockage that’s been
building up over the years, a dam threatening to burst, held together by spit
and dirt and a little Dutch boy’s unspoken prayers.
The last worthy effort I made to reclaim my body, the
summer of 2015, changed my life more powerfully than anything since that
conversion experience I had back in the spring of 1992 when I renounced
hedonism and read every jot and tittle of the Good Book. (And, also like that
spring of 1992, my renaissance lasted four or five months until my old evil
habits – “the despisers of the body” – came in to reclaim the house.)
I’m gonna lift some weights now.
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