Note: This is not a review of
the book, but of the experience of the book …
So I just finished listening to the audiobook The Greatest Battle by Andrew Nagorski. Man,
do I feel dirty.
Now, don’t get me wrong.
The book was well-written, well-researched, and very, very
gripping. It’s just that, over the
course of two weeks, I’ve come to finding the subject repugnant. Literally, skin-crawlingly repugnant. I began this sick adventure thinking I’d like
to research the six-month German-Soviet conflict in more depth (Antony Beevor
wrote extensively on the subject and, on a whim, I DVR’d Enemy at the Gates the other day).
Now I want nothing more than a deep, cleansing bath of fire.
Just one fact: towards the end of the book we learn that 26
million Russians died during World War II, 8 million of them soldiers. A very large percentage of those died at the
hands of Stalin – his neverending policy of terror, his incompetence as a
military strategist, his overall failure as a human being. The “man” disgusts me.
Anyway, after returning it at the library, I wondered how
long I spent in this nightmare world.
The book was recorded on eleven CDs, 25 segments of 3 minutes each, for
a grand total of 825 minutes, better known as 13 hours and 45 minutes. See the need for a shower?
Just one personal note:
Had I been born in western Russia
sometime, say, in 1920, I would not have survived the Greatest Battle, the 1941-42
battle for Moscow . Most likely I’d have been shot by my own
people for something I was not guilty of.
Most were back then.
So to cleanse the palate I borrowed Wagner’s Die Meistersinger von Nurnberg. For a moment I thought of the Nazis
“borrowing” the great composer as they “borrowed” the philosopher Nietzsche, but
cast it aside. There’s something
transcendent about great music that lifts it beyond the petty politics and
sickening pathologies that “great men” thrust upon us mere mortals.
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